{"id":65,"date":"2010-11-04T22:07:00","date_gmt":"2010-11-04T21:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/otitijasmine.wordpress.com\/2010\/11\/04\/trapped-in-time"},"modified":"2010-11-04T22:07:00","modified_gmt":"2010-11-04T21:07:00","slug":"trapped-in-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2010\/11\/04\/trapped-in-time\/","title":{"rendered":"Trapped in Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">This one&#8217;s been percolating in my mind for a while now. I find myself dwelling on the past, reliving certain events and phases over and over and <em>over<\/em> again, and I realise that I&#8217;m trapped in time. Memories, people, emotions&#8230;.even though many things have changed and are no longer applicable to my present, I still treat them like they&#8217;re breaking news. Can we all say &#8220;denial&#8221; together?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">I wonder why I keep trying to resurrect past emotions, ties, friendships, and alliances. I can&#8217;t understand why I expect things to remain the same when I know for a fact that change is the only constant. I&#8217;m so tired of thinking in the same loop and promising myself that &#8220;I have to stop&#8221;.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">That said, I really will stop living in the past. I doubt it&#8217;ll be easy, though. Even if it seems incredibly difficult, nothing in life worth having is easily achieved. Or something like that, anyway.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img alt=\"\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" \/><\/div>\n<div id=\"geo-post-65\" class=\"geo geo-post\" style=\"display: none\"><span class=\"latitude\">51.045925<\/span><span class=\"longitude\">7.01922<\/span><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This one&#8217;s been percolating in my mind for a while now. I find myself dwelling on the past, reliving certain events and phases over and over and over again, and I realise that I&#8217;m trapped in time. Memories, people, emotions&#8230;.even &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2010\/11\/04\/trapped-in-time\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[48,50,76,115],"class_list":["post-65","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-open-heart","tag-change-2","tag-choice-2","tag-freedom-2","tag-personal-development"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=65"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=65"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=65"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=65"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}