{"id":36,"date":"2010-08-05T00:16:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-05T00:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/otitijasmine.wordpress.com\/2010\/08\/05\/i-need-this-space"},"modified":"2010-08-05T00:16:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-05T00:16:00","slug":"i-need-this-space","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2010\/08\/05\/i-need-this-space\/","title":{"rendered":"I Need This Space&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">Hey cyberspace. I&#8217;m at a crossroads right now. On the outside looking in, trying to figure out where I belong. It&#8217;s time for something new, something different, but what? The last time I really wanted to shake things up I dyed my hair purple. LOL, that was tight. Especially when the colour turned electric blue. Don&#8217;t ask me how, I have no idea.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">Anyway, water off ma back. I grew weary of putting so much effort into something that was dysfunctional. Like, <em>crazy<\/em> dysfunctional. Silly me, I thought things could only improve. I do miss the good times but life goes on and there&#8217;s already enough drama, thanks. Funny how something changes right before your eyes yet you don&#8217;t notice because it&#8217;s so subtle and gradual, eventually so oppressive you need space to just <em>breathe<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">Sitting cross-legged facing my laptop, my head in my hands, I mourn what is lost. But hey, it&#8217;s only temporary right? Yes indeed.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img alt=\"\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" \/><\/div>\n<div id=\"geo-post-36\" class=\"geo geo-post\" style=\"display: none\"><span class=\"latitude\">51.045925<\/span><span class=\"longitude\">7.01922<\/span><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey cyberspace. I&#8217;m at a crossroads right now. On the outside looking in, trying to figure out where I belong. It&#8217;s time for something new, something different, but what? The last time I really wanted to shake things up I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2010\/08\/05\/i-need-this-space\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=36"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=36"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=36"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=36"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}