{"id":343,"date":"2011-02-14T02:37:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-14T02:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/otitijasmine.wordpress.com\/2011\/02\/14\/open-letter"},"modified":"2011-02-14T02:37:00","modified_gmt":"2011-02-14T02:37:00","slug":"open-letter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2011\/02\/14\/open-letter\/","title":{"rendered":"Open Letter"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">I have waited. And waited some more. All this time spent willing you to recognise the truth, sending you signs to open your eyes to what&#8217;s right in front of you. But you won&#8217;t listen, won&#8217;t see, won&#8217;t act. My fingers have grown numb from holding fast for so long; my heart is weary of the pain and the strain I live every day. Every single day. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">This cannot continue. All the love I have to give is going to waste and it&#8217;s not fair. It&#8217;s not fair. You seem happy without me, seem content and uninterested in my welfare. I guess I&#8217;m the only one expecting more from us. What happened? We used to be so close, so connected, so in sync. Now we&#8217;re just &#8230; ships passing by in the night. Our time is over, isn&#8217;t it? It&#8217;s OK, you can tell me. I&#8217;ll understand. I won&#8217;t hound you or cling for dear life; I&#8217;ll simply nod and leave you in peace. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">But I must know the truth. I must be free of these chains and shed this burden, now and forever. I am not asking you to feel what&#8217;s not real; I am only asking you to show me what you do feel. We&#8217;ve known each other too long for you to fob me off with empty words and feeble excuses. Be bold; speak your truth, take a stand, banish the uncertainty. I already have. When will you?<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"geo-post-343\" class=\"geo geo-post\" style=\"display: none\"><span class=\"latitude\">51.045925<\/span><span class=\"longitude\">7.01922<\/span><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have waited. And waited some more. All this time spent willing you to recognise the truth, sending you signs to open your eyes to what&#8217;s right in front of you. But you won&#8217;t listen, won&#8217;t see, won&#8217;t act. My &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/2011\/02\/14\/open-letter\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-343","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=343"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.otitijasmine.com\/otitijasmine.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}